I thank God, from the bottom of my heart, for the things that he had comforted me today.

Yesterday night. Gerald dropped by with us for our Exam Blessing prayer meeting. I thanked him for staying around with us.

This morning. I thank Max Lucado for comforting my heart through his book, "A Love Worth Giving" I read the chapter on 'Love endures all things, believes in all things". I thanked him for letting me know that despite me being imperfect, God still pour His perfect love for me.

This afternoon, I thanked the volleyball senior of RH (now staying in Kuok, and he is in Final Year. I forgot his name). He accompanied me all the way from Engineering Faculty entrance right up to Engineering Canteen - Arts Faculty junction. He lightened my heart alot, just by bothering to chat with me.

1315pm. I thanked Yujun for bothering to share his thought on my blog with me. I thanked him for looking to me as an Online Persona. I don't think so myself actually, though I think (yeah maybe you are right ---> cheeky). I wrote the events that are important and emotionally amplified in each context, depending on how I look at it. But foremost of these, I would like to thank him for instilling the thought of improving my english, after one encounter of meeting my tutor (a Singapore Studies Module) with Yujun. He is humble. He really is. Many people misjudged him.

1645pm. I thanked Martin, Wen Jing, Eugene and Blurr (Edwin) for playing bridge with me, and played it in a leisure manner. I was really happy, that I can do 'no-brainner-stunt' in bridge without getting hurt verbally. I hate to say this, but I see Bridge as a card game for me to vex my frust. So sometimes, I told them that I can't play well, not because I cannot, but I don't. Sorry I am slacker.

1750pm. I thanked the editor of a Chinese songs guitar tabs compilation book for letting me having the passion to learn 'Eason Chan - K Ge Zhi Wang' again. Not to say I don't want to learn earlier, but I don't find the song any impactful to me. But just now, when I started playing, I can feel how Eason felt in this song. Most importantly, I found the 'guitar emotion' Gary Lee used to tell me when we were roommates. He told me my playing is fine, but no emotion. I guess I did this time.

1930pm. I thanked them again, minus Eugene, for playing futsal with me. In fact not just them. Tuck Kein, Rainy, Sriram (surprisingly, he kept on praising me today. I wonder why). I was intended to go back and do normal routine. Now I finally realise why they all like playing Futsal... (am I calling the game right?). Oh yeah, I almost forgot, the 2nd aggressive Gerald. He is ... fun to play this game with.

1945pm. I thanked my mom. My mom called to help ask me ask my aunt regarding job vacancies around Singapore. I intended to go back and take care of my parents. Seems like my mom has other plans. But I thanked her none-the-less. She knows I am having very tough situation now.

1951pm. I thanked God for letting me knowing patience. These days I have been in moody, especially since knowing of my current financial situation, my dad's condition, and my continuous rejection of work. I really thanked God, especially for Erin. She is always the person I would always want to come clean to, talking personal things with her. She is engaged to someone else, but she always takes care of me well. I thanked God for her.

2000pm. I thought quite some times. I remembered Chien Huah. I asked to borrow money from him. 100 dollars. At least for this few weeks before going back home. I thanked God for him. He is very concerned with my situation, and also dropped by to ask me how I am coping with my all these turmoils. I told him I learned to depend on God more.

2015pm. I received an email from Joanna. Frankly speaking, I would be lying if I said I did not anticipate her reply since 2 weeks ago. Of course, I would miss her, plus the fact that when I got all these relational and financial tsunami fiercely wrecking my stronghold of self-reliance. But I thanked God for her. She comforted me during my rocky March period, whereby I have to struggle between studies, activities, and my parents' commitment. I thanked God for her. And her sister too. Jocie (Jocelyn) is very funny when it comes to poking fun on me. But I don't mind. She is a sweetie girl. She is. And I thanked God for that.

2042pm. I need to end this blog soon. I said I will update this blog quite late. But right after yesterday I start to blog. Because I want to dedicate my gratitude for the people (mostly in RH) since I will be moving out of Raffles Hall right after my exam. I will no longer stay in Raffles Hall. I kinda miss this place. But I know I have to do what I need to do.

Thank God for making today a day I am proud of.

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